But it’s still scary
I started writing really young. Back then, without access to phones, cable TV, or other forms of entertainment, my options were pretty limited—either write or draw. I chose to write. And I wrote everything—mini books, fake articles, poems, you name it. But here’s the thing: I kept it all to myself. That is, until my dad passed away when I was 15.
When he died, I wrote a poem and asked if I could share it. My mother used it in his funeral program. Writing that poem was healing for my 15-year-old self, even though I didn’t realize it at the time. I didn’t have another outlet, wasn’t offered therapy, and didn’t really have a place to express my feelings. Honestly, I didn’t even know what those feelings were. But I knew how to write. When I read the poem in the program at the funeral, I felt exposed, but also relieved. Even though I couldn’t verbally communicate what I was experiencing, people could feel it through my writing.
Since that day, I’ve come to understand just how powerful it can be to put pen to paper, fingers to keyboard, or whatever method you choose to tell your story. I’ve explored so many different ways to express myself over the years, and now I’m here, inviting you to join me. Let’s build a community where we can journey towards wellness together, create space for your existence, laugh a little, shed a tear or two, and simply be our authentic selves
There’s power in your story—everyone has one. And there are countless ways to connect with others who are eager to hear what you have to say. If you’re looking for a way to start, here are a few ideas:
Capture Your Thoughts: Use your phone’s notes app or a notepad to jot down your most random thoughts during the day or even in the middle of the night.
Share Visual Stories: If you’re more comfortable with images, start by sharing visuals that express how you’re feeling, paired with a simple caption.
Affirm Your Voice: Use affirmations to build your confidence. Remind yourself that your story is important—someone’s life might change just by hearing what you have to say.
“You don’t start out writing good stuff. You start out writing crap and thinking it’s good stuff, and then gradually you get better at it. That’s why I say one of the most valuable traits is persistence.” Octavia Butler
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